-no more

"Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars."

this has much meaning in it. (:

i must recoup everything i've lost by 31st august. a personal goal. a personal mark. with hidden reasons. i dont know how i actually managed to let things turn out this bad. to this state. watching a drama serial which left me crying and crying and crying. yet, not as much as i would've before, for other shows. an extract (directly translated from korean to chinese to english)

i dont like it too.
you think i like it very much?
using this kind of lowdown methods just to hold you back.
i didnt wish to let you go, that's why i did so.
i thought if you had left,
i would be done for, that's why i did so.
i dont wanna give you to others.
if you want me to give up so easily.
i definitely cant do so.
let's stop lying to each other.
stop wasting time already.
let's stop hiding things from each other.

it may have had some meaning before. but now? :D cos to me, now, everyth must be fine. i'll try hard. (: i've lost much but, shall we gain them back? u willing? :D

DANCED- 5:30 PM